2001-07-26 5:21 p.m.
life in hell

>>>On Deck: Videodrone "Human Pinata"

i really do feel like a pinata today. it's been like people are beating the hell out of me because they want to see me break down and me being a nervous wreck is sort of a type of candy for people who are so uncomfortable in their own skin, the only way to make them happy is to see me suffer.

hung out with shannon from spike 1000 today. she was at the station for our request show talking about their upcoming show here with adema in a couple of weeks. she has this awesome tattoo on her back and every time i see her i get closer and closer to asking her to see it. but i won't because hey, i bet everyone asks to see it.

i can't wait for this weekend. i'm going to see planet of the apes at the mann's chinese with jer and the last time we were there was for tomb raider and i had the best time. i just want to drink some alcohol, relax and lay in bed with the boy i love.

i tell you i need a vacation so bad. i woke up in the middle of the night thinking it was time to go to work. at 12:45am. jeeze. i need to forget work for a few days.

it's 103 degrees here today and all i want is to be in hollywood.

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